I read your posts and I can't reply,
my heart breaks for you.
God knows I feel so selfish,
because I have not one blessing but 2.
A daughter any parent would dream of,
sweet, sincere, loving and helpful too.
My second blessing growing inside,
my baby boy, it's true.
I took for granted that pregnancy happens so easily. Then God held my hand down a road that proved me wrong. It only took 18 grueling months to get the + that changed our lives. In a moment the tears of sadness went away. Every tear of pain I cried was worth it. I only love my children more. But my heart still breaks for you. When I look into the room that I thought would never be filled and see it start to, my heart breaks for you. When I feel all those sweet little kicks, my heart breaks for you. When I hear his heart beat, my heart breaks for you. When my husband talks to my belly, my heart breaks for you.
They say pregnancy is the happiest time in your life. But in all this love I still feel your pain, and remember the one I once was. My heart breaks for you.
I pray to God every night that you conceive, that you and your child will be healthy and happy. I pray He takes your tears of pain and turns them to tears of joy. My sister I wish I could be there is person to be your shoulder to cry on. Because my heart breaks for you. Just remember you are never alone.
With all my heart,
Cheryl
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